I realized that I was spiraling down … well on my way to depression. I have not done any of my fun hobbies in the last week… I have not practiced the guitar, I have not read, I have not journaled, hiked, taken photos, sketched… I have just been a lump…
I will not let this depression beat me… I will do all the things I love. I will cook… tomorrow I will get out and see something beautiful. I will play guitar… I will live. I have spent enough of my life just surviving. I will break this cycle and live… I will be in my heart… I will live in my feelings…even if that means I spend my days in or near tears… All of my feelings are vital and important… I don’t have to apologize for them anymore.
captivatingbitter 