So painfully sweet

Was that first stretching

That deep touch

That ‘Being known’

Painful….for it being

Only

Sweet for it being

First

I ache now 

In the absence of you

Knowing

The only

Will haunt me

Knowing

The first

Will be last

Exquisite was that

First drink

So deep

So thorough

Ecstasy

Yet…

So painful, the removal

Of you from me

First…

And last…

So passionate, the

Rough kneading, needing

Touch…

Longing embodied…

Yet so painful…

The cold vacuum 

Left by your warmth

First…

And last…

Last dance

Last glance

Last lingering touch

Last wavering goodbye

Hands lingering

On breast

Back 

Hips

Lips

….last…