I sometimes wonder why I struggle so much…. some days it seems like every part of my life is a struggle.  I struggle to perform perfectly at work, I struggle to “get it right” all the time… no matter whether “IT” is making dinner, cleaning house, serving customers at work, being a supportive friend a good wife…  I think I just have all these ideas in my head about what I am supposed to be…about who I am supposed to be and how I am supposed to act.  Some days I look around and all I see are the things I need to do… I need to organize our house, put away our books, buy/build more bookshelves, clean our carpets, clean our rooms, catch up on all the laundry, work on my crafts for Christmas, finish with our Christmas Gifts…. My thoughts race and race…  I think I need a few weeks to just catch up … no distractions… no excuses… no interruptions… Feathering the Nest