Archive for December, 2025


Answers in the Silence


I shout into the wind

the full volume of my pain

and listen for the answer

echoing back at me in silence…

my hands fisted at my side,

my soul reaching for hope.

Even on the most hope-

less days, the night wind

comforts, loves, caresses my side

and gently lifts my pain

offering me peace, silence

and hints at the answer

I have been searching for…answers

to my desperation…this subtle hope

sings to me in this silence,

accompanied by the whispering wind…

the balm to my soul’s pain..

wind’s fingers tracing the inside

of my open collar, along the side

of my neck.  What if the answer

to happiness, is embracing the pain?

Could that be our hope?

Pain danced away in the wind,

twirling in the dark silence?

Slowly the raging cacophony falls silent

and peace settles gently inside.

My mind still on the wind’s

Embrace, no longer looking for an answer

just awash in that elusive hope…

for the moment, a reprieve from pain.

I look into the eyes of pain

reflected in my mirror… silence

all around me… hope

slowly growing deep inside.

Questions forgotten, unanswered

for the moment, healed by the wind.

Despite the pain always inside

Despite the silence, years with no answer

I will forever find hope, waiting on the wind.

December Grief


December has a

Sense of urgency…

Days flowing too fast

And I can’t find my footing…

Stumbling over these rocks

Of grief,

And falling down hard – 

Body battered

Soul crying out for help

To an empty room

The wall’s silence

Screaming back at me…

Needles of that empty echo

Piercing my heart….

What is one more wound?

Healing Wounds


Watching the rain

Stream past the balcony

Dripping from 

Lampposts

Below me…

I feel the absence

Of you

And I embrace

This peace..

No slamming doors

Or breaking dishes…

No raised voices

Or near *constant* weight

Of disappointment 

…never enough…

…always too much…

I feel another wound 

Stitched closed

By glimmering

Threads of rain

Under a cold

Gray sky

Another layer of fear

Washed away in the storm.


I sat tonight

Reading Frost

By the dim light

The taste of cranberry

Across my tongue

As I sipped my drink.

The cold November wind

Biting my neck and 

Blowing my hair

In my face.

The soaring voice

Of a violin in my ears…

In this moment…

Content…

To let my spirit

Soar and plummet

With the notes,

Sad when the music fades…

Buoyed again

When mesmerized  by

The dance of the trees…

The wind their

Loving partner.