I am so not okay… I am not going to be okay any time soon. I am broken and lost and hurt and angry… I am lost and confused… I am so very tired… Did I say “fine” when you asked how I was… ? Don’t worry… I just don’t know how to say how I am. I am… not okay. I am… so very… so profoundly broken.
Archive for October 13, 2017
I think of you a hundred times a day. I think of things to say… thoughts float through my mind and with tears on my cheeks I discard conversation after conversation. I am… adrift. You wander through my mind… your smile, the sound of your voice, the brown of your eyes, the feel of your skin… You occupy my heart.
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