Tag Archive: family


Banks Lake


My favorite local kayaking place is Banks Lake in Lakeland, GA.  The view is breathtaking and the weather was absolutely perfect today – it was clear and cool and windy.  I’m already ready to go again.

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Birthday Wishes…


Birthday Cake

My husband is amazing… he gives me a fantastic birthday celebration every year and I just love it!  I think I’ve written about it before… we celebrate for the entire week… so every day for the week leading up to my actual birthday I get a gift or favor and it makes me feel so loved.  I do the same for him when his birthday comes around in the summer… it’s a great tradition and I love it!  I am always looking for new family traditions – new ways to celebrate life and new ways to celebrate each other.  Do you have any traditions that you’d like to share?

Creepy-crawly


I hate days like this… I feel twitchy after spending the last 2 days pulling weeds in my gardens and having bugs crawl all over me… I still feel like I’m going to have a panic attack.  I know I should be used to this by now and I know bugs are no big deal, really, but I still cannot help the way I react.  I try so hard to play it cool and to stay calm.  I have these huge spiders in my flower beds and when you startle them they run toward you – not away from you.  It freaks me out.  Not to mention the beetles, ants and roaches that live in the taller weeds and thick grasses that I have to deal with.  I hate this feeling… everything that touches me makes me flinch.  I’m so jumpy.  I think I will just sit calmly the rest of the day and sip tea and watch Netflix.

Taken summer 2013 in my front yard on my Passion Flower Vine

Taken summer 2013 in my front yard on my Passion Flower Vine

Diamond Strands

For my Husband.


I watch you sleeping so peacefully next to me and feel frustrated that I lack the proper eloquence to convey my love for you.  From your sun-warmed skin to your deep brown eyes, to your strong hands and sculpted frame you are beauty to me… the standard by which I judge all other men I see.  Your beauty flows over you and through you…from the very heart of you.  Your kindness, patience, strength, humility, humor, intelligence and love overwhelm me.  I am deeply grateful for you and could not imagine going through everything I am going through without your strength and love to lean on.  Thank you with all of my heart.  I love you.

St. Marks Lighthouse


I’m staying up late tonight watching the show Dr. Who… It’s Season 6 Episode 9 ‘Night Terrors‘ and oh how I wish The Doctor was real… I can’t count the number of times I have been terrified and wished with all my heart for someone to come save me…  Some nights I still feel this way.  I wake up with dried tears on my cheeks, my heart racing scarcely able to breathe…  I used to think night terrors were a thing of my past that they were something I’d grow out of but no, I realize they are just a part of my life.

I don’t want to become accustomed to this pain – this hole in my heart, shattered, twisting, angry pain that is as much a part of my as my brown eyes and scarred skin.

Hairy Baby…


Her royal highness likes to keep me company as I type...

Her royal highness likes to keep me company as I type…

They like a nice warm lap... this is their, "You're not really going to stand up now, are you?" face...

They like a nice warm lap… this is their, “You’re not really going to stand up now, are you?” face…

Routine…


I realized today, not for the first time, that there are several things I do simply out of habit…out of long-standing routine.  I shower in exactly the same way, dry off in the same pattern, wash dishes in the same order (cups & glasses first, then plates, then bowls, then pots & pans and finally serving and silver-ware)… I even open my cans of cream in the way I was taught by my mother when I was a kid – though it is not the most safe or expedient way to do so…(with a knife – which causes my husband some consternation… he’s always afraid I’ll cut myself; which I must admit is likely since I am terribly clumsy…)  It’s funny all the little habits and routines we get into without considering their source or effectiveness.    204

Dumb Move….


I feel so dumb today… I got home after work and gathered my things and got everything in the house and realized I could not find my car key…. It was after 11 pm and very dark out, so I grabbed a flashlight and searched all over the yard between the house and the car and could not find the key… I finally found it – I locked it in the car!! UGH!  I don’t have any other key and the clicker is quite old and no longer works at all… We really cannot afford a lock-smith and I don’t know what I’m going to do… I hate it when I do things like this.  I know we all make mistakes and are forgetful from time to time and I know intellectually that I am being hard on myself…but emotionally, I feel like I’ve made some major horrible mistake.  Thank God for grace….now, if I could only apply that same grace to myself.

Happy 4th!!!


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More Art Fun


2015 Spring Art Projects (3)

I have been enjoying painting lately, I find it very restful and therapeutic.  With so much in the world and in my life that is ugly, hurtful or mean I find that creating little spots of beauty bring peace to me…

2015 Spring Art Projects (4)