Tag Archive: poetry


She Smiles


She smiles the way

Only a girl with 

A secret can smile…

A smile just for her –

From her – 

Not to be shared

Or given away 

To anyone else.

She smiles the way

Only a girl with

A secret can smile…

One that accompanies 

The music in her

Heart…that only

She knows the 

Words to.

She smiles the way

Only a girl with 

A secret can smile

….privately…

Feeling the invisible

Fingers of wind

Trace her lips,

Her shoulders,

Her spine…

She smiles the way 

Only a girl with

A secret can smile…

With a deep joy

Often tinged in a sadness

That is as welcome as

An old friend.

In the empty days,

In the quiet hours,

In the loneliness

That echos in the

Corridors of her mind

….she smiles….

The Weight of Gold


I still feel the

absence of that

small gold band

missing from my

finger – yet the

weight of it

is so heavy

carried in

my heart.

I am drowning in

the dreams I once

held dear. Hope

of happiness and

passion and a family

unbreakable… immutable…

yet… now utterly broken

shattered beyond

any hope, any trust

any love…

I have no hope

of you anymore…

This weight on my finger…

the absence of you..

now it feels like

freedom.

Haunted?


The darkness of the

shadowed wood

calls to me…

my will-o-the-wisp..

drawing me out…

drawing me in…

I hear your voice

there…beckoning me…

Step deeper.

Go further.

Come to me…

and step by step

I comply…

somnambulant

in my capitulation

yet… somehow

willing

to walk into the dark

-unafraid.

October Sky


There is a symphony

all around me

that haunts me,

romances me,

bouys me… lifts

me to unforseen

heights and

somehow…

sits with me

in the low places…

lighting the dark

…showing me

the way home…

I hear melodies

in the grass, the leaves,

the whispering wind,

the etherial

beauty in the

song of the stars

full of longing

and an ever-

reaching hope…

dark, mysterious,

beautiful…

home.

Stray Thoughts


I feel your fingers

in my hair

in the playfulness

of the wind.

Whispered breaths

against my cheeks

speak of your

kisses…cool

instead of warm…

…yet…they still

ignite in me a

heat that

will not be

ignored

or denied.

Winter Trees


The winter-shorn

trees scratch calligraphy

against the sky and

I strain my eyes

to see what

truth lies there.

Straining my ears,

I listen to the

whispering leaves

and wait

breathless

for the words

they speak.

My heart

yearns… longs

to know their

secrets… to feel

their comfort.

To be swept away.

A brittle leaf on the

October wind.

Things I Can’t Say


All these unspoken

emotions writhe

in my chest

vying for my

attention.

Sometimes it feels

like I am drowning

in them.

I am afraid that if

I do not admit

my feelings –

at least to myself –

they may come

pouring out

-unwelcome

and unwanted…

embarassing

and painful.

Romanced by Sunlight


Sunlight

streaming like rain

filtering through the trees

kissing my face like a lover

….breathless….

M


Cool invisbile

fingers of wind gently stroke

the tears from my face

All I see is you

your once familiar face

now ever pain-blurred

How to control this

deep ache felt with every beat

of a heart – once loved?

Haunted


I am haunted by you.

You dog my steps in

the silence of the night

and I lie awake …

tensed for the sound

of your rage.

Drifting off, exhausted,

I startle to every sound,

every breath the house takes

makes me catch my own…

heart pounding…

waiting for pain.

How do I exorcise you

from a place

you never lived?

How do I, instead,

evict you from my heart…

to live no longer haunted?

To breathe again..

Free?